Am right now having a mixed feeling about my internship results.Totally confused,cool-headed,anxious,what ifs and if nots and many more.
Some part of me always keeps reminding me,.i'm not who i am-i hav been trapped somewhr.

Im being the oppsite of what i really am.
This fact is disintegrating me.Everytime.i find no alts, no detours, only me.

For a long time every vacation is just another summer in the cycle of seasons.
It has missed the charm but havent lost it.
Now am at home,for getting set for an internship.in june,wishing to meet my childhood friend.

I feel i gotta write my blogs without correcting mistakes or re-edits.that would be more true.
Cos when i speak to my frnd i dont check my words or correct.
i feel the same whn i write this blog.